And I realized that then you were perfect
And my teeth ripping out of my head
And it looked like a painting I once knew
Back when my thoughts weren't entirely intact




And I felt love again

Have I found you?

Flightless bird, grounded bleeding

Or lost you?

American mouth

Big pill, stuck going down

so I pretended..

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss you much
Miss you much

Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will.


-One Tree Hill

Why am I insecure?


I know I deserve to be loved. I know I'm a good enough person. And people tell me they love me, they show it. I have no reason to doubt it. Why is that I still go to bed every night thinking that tomorrow could be the day they say "I was kidding about that." or "I changed my mind."


Is this natural?

watched HSM3 yesterday. it was fabulous! you should all go watch it.

what is FREAKING WRONG WITH ME?

Gratitude - If Ever

It's good to hear your voice
It's good to hear your breathing
You're running out of hours
Im running out reasons


Every time i turn around you're gone
But tonight i won't tell anyone


I should call the cops
Or i should call your father
But you're sayin' you don't care
So maybe i won't bother


Everybody notices when you're gone
Everybody wonders what they did wrong
All of us are waiting now, so long


But tonight i won't tell anyone
No, tonight i won't tell anyone
No, tonight i won't tell


Cos this time it's too late
I wont wait up
I wont wonder
It's a waste
I can see now
I am sober
I've been scared straight


Everytime i turn around you're gone
Finally you figured out what went wrong
So whether you can hear or not
So long


No, tonight i won't tell anyone
No, tonight i won't tell anyone
No, tonight i won't tell anyone


No, tonight i won't tell anyone

That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will go away all at the same time.


-Josie Geller (Never Been Kissed)

OH, MY GOD.


Oh, why did I say that?


why oh why Ria?


why can't I learn to keep my mouth shut?


way to be an idiot Ria...




Fuck my life!

The Same Deep Water As You

Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world. Maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it's easy to feel like you're the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you.

Um… Avoiding doing my plates by attempting to do everything but it…

I've been sitting watching life pass from the sidelines
Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind
Would the wind be at my back ? Could I get you off my mind
This time

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

text ni buddy.. :]



REALITY OF FEAR:

you're not scared of the dark,

you're scared of what's in it..



you're not afraid of heights,

you're afraid of falling.



you're not afraid of people around you,

you're just afraid of rejection..



you're not afraid to love,

you're just afraid of not being loved back.



& you're not afraid to try again,

you're just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason..

Think about it..

life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treats you right & forget about the ones who don't & believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get the chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.


I can't help but to find this undoubtedly true.

She is the epitome of lame.

How do you know if you like a guy?


What if you liked a guy and then you thought you didn't, but you still kind of did and you wanted to and then you did again, and then you didn't like him that much, but you still did kind of like him and you really want to like him, because you know he's a good guy? What do you do then?

Running Away - Midnight Hour


Don't lie and say that it's OK.
It's alright if there's nothing more to say.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.


Don't tell me I'm the one to blame.
It's too late for you to make me stay.
No, I won't stay.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.


And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place.
And farther than you can find me, I'm leaving
Yeah I'm leaving today.
And I, I'll never let you find me.
I'm leaving you behind with the past
No, I won't look back.
And I don't want to hear your reasons.
Don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay.


And try, and try to understand me
And try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay
I, I'm moving on from this place
I'm leaving and I won't quit running away.


I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

but i can't spell it out for you

lonely hearts like new

college is killing me.

my buddy's birthday is coming up soon!
any ideas on what present i should give her?

self-pity sucks. if i cry will you go away?

I think that possibly–maybe, I've fallen for you.

Thank you, complete and total bullshit. We tip our hats.

And now... for the 'Did You Knows':


1.) In Tokyo, a bicycle is faster than a car for most trips of less than 50 minutes!


2.) Tourists visiting Iceland should know that tipping at a restaurant is considered an insult!


3.) A violin contains about 70 separate pieces of wood!


4.) A lightning bolt generates temperatures five times hotter than those found at the sun's surface!


5.) The king of hearts is the only king without a mustache on a standard playing card!


6.) There are no clocks in Las Vegas gambling casinos!


7.) The most popular first name in the world is Muhammad!


8.) Forest fires move faster uphill than downhill!


9.) Tablecloths were originally meant to be served as towels with which dinner guests could wipe their hands and faces after eating!


10.) The names of Popeye's four nephews are Pipeye, Peepeye, Pupeye, and Poopeye!

we were so young.


we were friends before,
can`t we still be friends?

Am I mental if I think I`m dying?


Got my x-ray results this afternoon. The doctor said they think I`m positive for pneumonia or tuberculosis... so they made me take another x-ray just to be sure..

I have never told a lie, and that makes me a Liar.

it`s not so bad,
you`re only the best he`s never had.


Just because he was the first person you ever fell in love with doesn`t mean he has to be the only man you ever love in your entire life. It just doesn`t work that way. Do you know how many people on this planet would be miserable if it worked that way?

I wanted to.
But I couldn't.

"every time you walk away you run away and take a piece of me with you there, come back to me."


-Lincoln Hawk - Everytime


i <3 this song!!!

Fly away little fallen one,


Thy broken wings useless to none


A pitiless song sung to your foe


Who made thee undone

Here is some 'Did You Knows' (Weird facts)


1.) Insects shiver when they are cold.


2.) Everyday more money is printed for Monopoly than for the US Treasury.


3.) The numbers on the opposite side of a die always add up to 7.


4.) The average person's hair grows a combined 55,000 inches per month.


5.) One person in 2 billion will live to be 116 or older.


6.) The average person has the total of 6 lbs of skin.


7.) Snakes' fangs fold inwardly when they close their mouth so they don't bite themselves.


8.) For night vision like an owl, you'll need eyes the size of a grapefruit.


9.) An eyelash lives for about 150 days before it falls out.


10.) More than half of North Americans lose their TV remote between one and five times a week.

I want everything back but you




LIKE FUCK.


Oh my god.
I just had a dream about he-who-shall-not-be-named and that girl-who-I-saw-in-that-picture-one-time..


Ugh... let's just pray I'll never dream of that again, yeah?

If I could run, could I spend eternity without crying?

"SANA'Y MAHINTAY MO"
by RJ JIMENEZ


(F)
Kung alam mo lang na ikaw laging laman ng isipan
Di ka dapat mag-alala pagka't sa buhay ko ikaw lamang
Ang nagbibigay kulay sa paligid kong matamlay
Sana'y dinggin mo ang binubulong ng damdamin


Mahal kita, pero teka muna
Ang puso ko ngayo'y nagtataka
Nais n'ya lang malaman kung handa na ba siya
Pero 'di ibig sabihin wala kang halaga
Oh, giliw ko, sana'y mahintay mo.


(M)
Wala namang problema kung hindi ka pa handa
Hindi ako nagmamadali hahayaan lang kita
Pangako sa iyo, hindi magbabago
Lagi akong nandito sa tuwing kailangan mo


Refrain:
(F) Mahal Kita (M: Mahal kita) pero teka muna
(F) Ang puso ko ngayo'y nagtataka (M:wag ka nang mangamba)
(F) Nais n'ya lang malaman kung handa na ba siya
Pero di ibig sabihin wala kang halaga
(F) Oh giliw ko (M:Maghihintay ako) Sana'y mahintay mo


Hinihiling ko lang tayo'y magdahandahan
Huwag nating biglain ang nararamdaman


Repeat refrain

How Tired I am of this unbearable distance between us
How I long for the toll of the recess bell
Have you forgotten me?
Grown mindless of me?
Tell me I am not writing into an abyss
Or that is what will become of my heart

Weird is good, strange is bad, odd is when you don't know what to call someone. Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique. Therefore, weird is good.


If you're weird and proud of it, copy this into your profile.

There`s the present, there`s the future, but I`m still stuck in the past.

Forgiving and Forgetting is overrated


"Forgive and forget" That's what they say. It's good advice, but it's not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Forgiveness isn't so bad, I guess. I haven't forgiven you, but I will. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled, old wounds never heal.


The most we can hope for is that one day, we'll be lucky enough to forget.


I'm trying...

saya nung debut ni Angeline!!! hahaha!
reunion ng gradeschool!? haha
ganda ganda talaga ni Angeline kahit kailan..
grabe.. crush ko kapatid niya. ang guapo!♥
hindi ako maka-get over hahahaha

If we were a movie, you'd be the right guy and I'd be the best friend that you fall in love with, in the end, we'd be laughing watching the sunset fade to black, show the name, sing that happy song.

So you want me to tell you something about myself? I don't have anything to say. Even if I did you'd be wrong to believe me.




Trust is a lie.




Nobody ever knows any more.

Lucas: Albert Camus once wrote, "Blessed are the hearts that can bend; they shall never be broken." But I wonder if there's no breaking then there's no healing, and if there's no healing then there's no learning. And if there's no learning then there's no struggle. But struggle is a part of life. So must all hearts be broken?

Don't wanna lie, lie, lie


But I want to love, love, love


But Pinocchio has to lie, lie, lie


To keep his love, love, love


And Pinocchio lied, lied, lied


He lost, he lost, he lost


But the fairy loved, loved, loved


The boy who always lie, lie, lie


- Mr. Endlessly by angel-puppeteer

Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know, maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.

I LOVE LOVE LOVEE GOSSIPP GIRRLL!!

I love Chace Crawford!♥

heard this song from One Tree Hill..♥

The Honorary Title - Far More


Is this the sound of our demise
Or just the opposite?
I love you and I miss you
What else is there to say?
It takes a hell of a lot more to complete this


Far more, far more to recreate
Far more, far more, far more, far more
Far more, far more than we can take


When you decide how much time
Do you let, do you let, do you let, do you let
Pass before
These false starts, these small meals
They're for my, for my starving hands
Just treading, just treading shallow waters
Avoiding the drop, the drop in the ocean floor


Far more, far more, far more, far more
Far more, far more than we possess
How much, how much, how much
How much longer, girl
How much longer do we need to wait?


For a moment when the blare of the tv subsides
And then song fills the air, playing every night
A change in the key feels like a change in the season


I pretend almost every, every other night
That this body and its entirety belongs to me, every breath
It comes and goes
It comes and goes
All night


Well, you can't dictate the way, the way I'm gonna feel
No matter what, no matter what I'm forced to see
I'll be the one free of jealousy


Well, you can't dictate the way, the way I'm gonna feel
No matter what, no matter what I'm forced to see
I'll be the one free of jealousy


Far more, far more, far more, far more
Far more, far more than we can take
So well, so well, so well rehearsed
I coordinate this kind of mess


I'll do it like, do it like, do it like
Do it like, do it like, do it like
Do it like, do it like, do it like we used to
Like we used to do


I love you and I miss you
What else is there to say?

wala kaming prom ngayon sa ange!

d ko na maeexperience ang prom! dapat pumunta nalang kasi ako nung prom namin last year eh..

You write such pretty words, but I know that life is no storybook. Love is an excuse to get hurt and to hurt...

You wanna be really great? then have the courage to FAIL big & still stick around. Make them wonder why you`re still smiling.

Dear heaven, this one should come with a warning label attached: May cause dizziness and/or fainting. Do not take while operating machinery or driving.


Handsome and rich, lucky girl.


He really was an excellent specimen of masculinity. Just a glimpse of him would be sufficient to set female pulses fluttering.

Artist: MoZella
Song: Light Years Away


It's almost like you had it planned
It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said
"Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time"
And what was I supposed to do?
I was stuck in between you and a hard place
We won't talk about the hard place


But I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life


It's how you wanted it to be
It's like you played a joke on me
And I lost a friend
In the end
And I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was


Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life


I think I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was


Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life


That life seems like light years away
Light years away
And that life seems like light years away
Light years away

Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see the shadow.
-Helen Keller

who am i, really?

Joseph Adam Jonas..


*sigh*


don`t you just love him?♥

COMIC STRIPS

I don`t believe in God.


&


I believe He is punishing me for just that....

Okay, I was just watching "Bridge to Terabithia", and I'll be damned if I wasn't bawling my eyes out from the time that the girl died to until after the movie ended.

maybe . . . it will have to be a long-distance friendship.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

Saw my sister's ex-boyfriend..


It was impossible, being in that church, not to realize that Ska had never gotten over my sister. It made me uncomfortable.

My New Year's Resolutions for 2007:


1. I resolve to have resolve;
2. I promise to not be too promising;
3. I swear to not stop swearing;
4. I will focus on feeling unfocused;
5. I agree to be more agreeable;
6. I give my word to try not to have words with people;
7. I maintain that I am high maintenance;
8. I declare that I will make declarations;
9. I will opt to keep my options open;
10. I will have exact change for when madness takes its toll;
11. To lose weight;
12. To quit smoking.

some new year peechures.. :]