Embracing Ice..

I`m not supposed to love you...

I had never known his past and had never really wanted to, but its hard to hate someone when you see the truth. If only they had allowed me to live in the lies I had built up around him, my lover.. my enemy... My..........

if we were destined to meet, i thought by chance we'd meet at someplace.. somewhere..

do you know what fate is?

it's building a bridge of chance for someone you love.

-my sassy girl

Ben Lee > Birthday Song Lyrics

Hey there I said it
I'm in love
With you
There's an ocean between us
Just like me
Deep and blue
And I, at times have had nothing
But tonight I want nothing but you
You're the only thing I want
The only thing I want
The only thing on my mind
All the time
Staying up 'til dawn won't take its toll
'Til we get old
And drinking is just the way
We keep away the cold
And you, you know what it means
To be true and searching like me
You're the only thing I need
The only thing I need
The only thing on my mind
All the time
And you gave me a reason
To give you my soul
I'll give you it all
You're the only one I want
The only one I need
The only one on my mind
All the time
All the time
All the time
All the time

anna: why do relationships have to be so hard?

peyton: cause the only thing harder is being alone.

- one tree hill ( i agree! )

QUOTE:

the face can speak of a thousand emotions but it can easily MASK what the heart truly feels.. Dont be fooled, for the "HAPPIEST FACE MAYBE MASKING THE MOST HURTING HEART."

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That's what I hope to give you forever. (aww.sweet. I wonder how it feels like when a boy tells you the exact same thing.)

It is said everywhere,

"Do not leave your valuable things unattended."

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Ria

Birth Date: 30th November 1990
Current Status: Single
Eye Colour: Dark Brown..i guess
Hair Colour: brown
Righty or Lefty: right


LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
My Heritage : Filipino

My Fears : being alone...(though I don't really show it) haha..
My Perfect Pizza : Hawaian with lots of cheese.


LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
My Thoughts First Waking Up : 5 more minutes...
My Bedtime : It varies...about 12:30 onwards..
My Most Missed Memory: nursery school where life was free and easy.


LAYER 4: MY PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: It doesn't really matter
Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: It depends on my mood
Cappuccino or Coffee: I love Mocha..but between those 2 I guess I'll choose coffee


LAYER 5: DO YOU...
Smoke: NO
Curse: all the time
Take a Shower: DUH
Have a Crush: Not now
Think You've Been In Love: Urm...
Go To School: yep

Want To Get Married: Would love to when I find my bright and shinning knight..
Believe In Yourself: not really..

Think You're A Health Freak: Nope


LAYER 6: IN THE PAST.
Drank Alcohol: Yeah..only during special occasions
Gone To The Mall : Obviously
Been On Stage: Yeah
Eaten Sushi: Yeah...
Dyed Your Hair: it's natural.. haha


LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER...
Played A Stripping Game: No.
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Uhm..I don't think so..


LAYER 8: AGE YOU'RE HOPING...
To Be Married: I dunno..whenever I'm ready I guess. 24?


LAYER 9: IN A GUY...
Best Eye Colour: Doesn't matter
Best Hair Colour: Whatever that suits him best..
Short Hair or Long Hair: I prefer short or whatever that looks nice on him...


LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A Minute Ago: Answering the questions above
An Hour Ago: watching One Tree Hill
4.5 Hours Ago: eating

1 Month Ago: sleeping?
1 Year Ago: went to yesteryear with sarah joy and clarisse..

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love : you? haha.. uhh.. watching my tv series and dramas the whole day without people disturbing me
I hate: to do something that I'm force to, people interupting me while I'm watching movie.
I hide: my feelings to myself most of the time
I miss: my friends...
I need: to get a life..