Tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,

When you tell me that it'll be ok,

yeah I try to believe you,

But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,

It always turns out to be a different way,

I try to believe you,

Not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how I'll feel,

tomorrow, tomorrow

I don't know what to say,

tomorrow, tomorrow,

Is a different day,

tomorrow,

It's always been up to you,

It's turning around,

It's up to me,

I'm gonna do what I have to do,

just don't

Gimme a little time,

Leave me alone a little while,

Maybe it's not too late,

not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how I'll feel,

tomorrow, tomorrow

I don't know what to say,

tomorrow, tomorrow,

Is a different day

Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, and I know I'm not ready,

Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow

Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, I'm not ready,

Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah,

maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,

When you tell me that it'll be ok,

Yeah I try to believe you,

Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow it may change [4x]

Will You Still [[love]] Me In The Morning?....

It's all my fault. I don't have any real friends anymore. It really is. It was all my fault.

My life officially sucks! If I had known that this was going to happen, I would have not bothered getting out of bed today!

I have this theory:

"Sometimes the things that you are afraid of are actually the most worthwhile."

No actually Arvin taught me that.

Do you feel Christmas?


I don't.


The decos are up, Christmas songs are played, Gingerman cookies are sold, people are wearing Santa’s hats. But i. can’t. feel. it.


I just can’t.


With all of these christmasy neccesities, it just somehow feels…… fake.


It’s like, eh? WTF are the Christmas trees doing here?


Maybe time really flies and i can’t accept the fact that Christmas is around the corner again.


Christmases are all the same. Why can’t i feel it this time around? Maybe it’s still early? Maybe the weather is not right? Maybe i have no plans for celebrations yet?


I wanna go somewhere. Anywhere but just here.. It may still feel lonely, but it’s a kind of beautiful loneliness. I don’t need to do anything special. Just walking around, listening to Jack's Mannequin, and feel it.


It’s some happening loneliness. And that is beautiful.


Really wanted to go somehwere too for this year’s Xmas. Hongkong or something. But i guess i’ll have to stay..

The World is like a Carousel. It goes round and round— With or Without you.

if there's a will there's a way..

*sigh*

Green Day almost had it right with their song Wake Me Up When September Ends.

The real painful month is November.

16 years of existence ...