I don't want to hate them just because they hate me...

I hate my fuckin' hair!!! My bangs is sooooo damn SHORT!!! GRRR!!!! I'm gonna kill that gay bastard!!!

It all started when I was on my way to school... as usual I'm late. same old same old, nothing new there. Until I was on the tricycle. I can handle the bad smell in some of the tricycles I go in, but what I can't handle is that some of the drivers are rude and look at me in a strange way. I paid the driver but he didn't give the change back. Bastard. I should have break one of his fingers. The fucker deserves it. Or better yet I should have pick one of those stone there and broke his mirror.

God there are so many assholes in the city these days.

~Splinter In My Heart~

It's kinda' sad really
I'm like a soul who lingers
As the credits roll I still can't leave the picture
The picture I hold in my heart
There's a road left to travel
Bridges left to burn
Songs I havent written
Lessons left to learn
There's reasons left to fight
There's you to kiss goodnight
Hold on...hold on tight
It makes me mad really
Wish I could blame a twister
Or a Hurricane
Or my pesky sister
Wish I could blame away this feeling in my heart

Time sure does pass... I can't believe it's been over a year now since Ate Jenny left... I really miss her... bad...we had pretty much had gotten close last year since I stopped school and she's the only that I talk to most of the time...

I can't believe she married that dick! What does she see in him?!?
He doesn't deserve her...

I Now Officially HATE My Sister!

I hate my sister, she's such a bitch. My sister Rhoda is so self-centered. She thinks only of herself. I honestly don't know how we came out of the same womb.
yeah I hate my sister... she bit me!... she broke the picture frames last night!!! she is an idiot! my sister's got such a fucking huge ego she will not even listen to Mom. She think's she is the greatest thing that walked the planet since Frodo Baggins. Personally I'd wish someone would bash her or give her a major bitch session she'd never forget. She has this holier-than-thou attitude and reckons she can say whatever she wants. When she has a grumpy day, she makes everyone else grumpy.
Obviously none of you know my sister, if you met this girl you'd honestly rather be dead. She is evil embodied into a human. God decided to play a cruel joke on me and take all the qualities that I hate and put them into her. I don't wish she would die, I just wish i wouldn't have to deal with her shit. I don't mean it when i say I wish she would die, I just wish she would go away and take her shit with her. I can't wait to go off to college and see as little of her as possible. And it's not that I hate my siblings, it's just her, because I get along with everyone else. So lend me your ears, all that have an atrocious being for a sister...you are not alone.

So Long Ago...

This all seems so long ago... Laughing on my shoulder to some cartoon show. Making faces, telling jokes in the bath. Daylight promises and midnight vows. Make it all seem so much sadder now... There's be days on end hiding in the dunes I'd be singing out of tune, but I was happy then.....
So happy then.......

just learned something new today... "People cares for people who cares about themselves." But you know... WHO CARES ABOUT THOSE PEOPLE?!?

Just watched the House of Wax.
House of Wax is bloody rehash. Indiscriminating horror fans will enjoy this senseless slasher flick. Chad Micheal Murray is soooo HOT!!!
*drool*
Too bad he's no longer a single man, after marrying his One Tree Hill co-star Sophia Bush.