"You're all grown up. How are you?" 

"Trying to do better."

 Every year I watch Dead Poet's Society.

And then I cry with Todd as he bawled his eyes out on the snow.

"Tryin to make ends meet,

you're a slave to money,

then you die"

The Verve - Bitter Sweet Symphony

 Never hide your power. Choose failure over petty success. Words to live by.

 I miss my brother...

I don't really care much for celebrating my birthday anymore. I stopped caring after I got older than my older brother.

Gotta do more. Gotta be more.

When the water has run dry, sit and watch for the rising clouds.

Come back. Even as a shadow, even as a dream.
—Euripides

I'm having an existential crisis.