can we get this back from how it used to be?

Happy birthday, bitch!
Happy birthday, bitch!
Bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch!
Stupid fucking bitch!

…sorry

it sucks when you
give your heart


& no one would
take it,


but its even
sadder when
someone takes it


promises to take
care of it


then,


gives it back &
leave it BROKEN..

My violent, bad-tempered mother has gone out.

I was watching tv in my brother's room when mom came barging in. (Not bothering to knock or anything.) Anyway, she went even more bananas than usual. Lanz peed on the floor. I heard her saying something but I didn't pay any attention. Mom was all red-faced.
"Ria, tumulong ka naman. Wala ka na ngang tinutulong dito sa bahay eh. Lumayas ka na nga lang dito sa bahay. Bantayan mo si Lanz."
I raised my eyebrows ironically. Talk about the pot calling the other pot a black kettle, er... well whatever. She really has got a volatile temper; she should go to anger management classes. I will suggest it to her. But not just now as she has got a brush in her hand.

Oh God, it's so boring being brokenhearted.

I've spent so much time in bed I'll probably start growing a long white beard soon, like Rip van Thing.

I, like God, do not play with dice and I don't believe in coincidences.

you think you know someone.. but then you realize that it's all been just a big lie...