5 years ago in december, I wish it never happened.

Have you seen my mind? It's wandered off again...

I'm not that insecure 15 yrs old girl anymore.. but sometimes I feel like I care too much and sometimes not really care at all.... so many contradicting thoughts running around in my head.

Saving money for that awesome white top I'm going to buy..

I still look for you...
are you disappointed with me?

I miss the 90's.
Everything was much better then.

I think I'm broken..
And it would take a lot more than a band-aid or a piece of tape to fix me.

The funny thing about remembering is that even when you don't, even when you forget, it can't erase the event. Nothing can. It happened and nothing in the world can change that.


Maybe ignorance really is bliss.

happy birthday

“When people you don't even know hate you, that's when you know you're the best.”


- Paris Hilton

"If committing suicide means that you're a coward, then what does faking it mean?"

For me, insanity is super sanity. The normal is psychotic. Normal means lack of imagination, lack of creativity.

I need you so much closer.

I'll see you in my dreams.