it's been years.. but still... you can't blame my emotion. you should know it will never fade away.

Sometimes I feel like I can just go to sleep and never wake up. Sometimes, I just want to drop everything and lie down. But I'm afraid that if I do, I'll lose everything I have now. It feels like.. like my life is slipping through my grasp, and I can't do anything about it, so I have to keep my eyes wide open or I'll miss it.

It is strange to think, I haven't seen you since a month. I have seen the new moon, but not you. I have seen sunsets and sunrises, but nothing of your beautiful face. The pieces of my broken heart are so small that they could be passed through the eye of a needle. I miss you like the sun misses the flower; like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter. Instead of beauty to direct its light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me to. I next compete in the city of Paris, I will find it empty and in the winter if you are not there. Hope guides me, that is what gets me through the day and the night. The hope that after you're gone from my sight, it will not be the last time that I look upon you.


~A Knight's Tale

You suck! You can say bad things about me but I won't say bad things about myself!


I'm happy with myself, thank you.

Well, maybe waiting is good too.

love is not for me, i promise.


i don't have a clue either..

I now have short hair.. haha :]

Oh Captain, My Captain.


Carpe Diem.

They were here, they were now, two stranger-friends.. and there were no regrets in this moment.


It was ordinary. It was extraordinary.


Goodluck...






Goodbye.