AT LAST!!! I have my own laptop!!^______^

Dear incomprehension, it’s thanks to you I’ll be myself, in the end.

thinking of dyeing my hair red.

The guy – the gorgeous, popular, I'm-coming-to-my-senses, screw-popular-girls-I-want-some-one-real guy. That movie is the one thing that gives me hope for the future.

I think he's my Casper..

20 years starts today.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

can't sleep...


my birthday is coming up and I don't have any idea what I'll do..
this is my first birthday without my brother..:(

Maybe, I'll fall even more for you. :)

"One big unicorn, strong and free, thought he was happy as he could be. Then three little kittens came around and turned his whole life upside down. They made him laugh, they made him cry. He never should have said goodbye. And now he knows he can never part from those three little kittens that changed his heart."


Gru from Despicable Me

I want a time machine.. if I could change the past then good.. but is it bad to just go back and relieve the memories. really missing my brother..:(

and then I remember you're not here..

this same day last year, my kuya drove me to the debut party of my friend.. we talked about things.. things that I wish I could have taken more seriously..

I love you and I miss you
what else is there to say?

KFC's double down is delicioussss

Lei va innamorarsi di me.

"I love you, Elena
And it's because I love you that... I Can't Be Selfish With You
I don't deserve you
God I wish you didn't have to forget this... But you do"


Last nights episode in TVD made me cry especially the part when the tear fell from Damon's eye! Ian Somerhalder is gorgeous.♥

wishing you were somehow here again...

This is why I ignore people.

just watched Riding In Cars With Boys again.. just thinking that if I have a baby boy.. I will name him Arnold. haha

I'm not living, I'm just killing time.

You know what Simon Says
He tells you what to do
What if he told you to
take off all your clothes
and dance in your birthday suit

After 10 years..
I just learned right now that Arnold's last name is 'Shortman' haha
I miss this kind of cartoons..
they just don't make cartoons like this now..

The Perfect Guy


-Sweet.
-Sensitive.
-HOT.
-Romantic.
-Intelligent.
-Not boring.
-In shape.
-HOT
-Considerate.
-Gentle.
-Talented.
-Strong.
-Interesting.
-Kind.
-Concerned.
-Hygienic.
-Smells deliciousss.
-Is a dork and takes my mom's advice as gold.

wonders if we're still under the same sky...

I wonder if drawing death will help me draw life?

Life's not worth a damn, until you can say 'I am what I am.'

I love this place but it's haunted without you.

I want to be with the one I love.
I want to follow him.
I don't want to know if it's sensible.
I don't want to "Think again"
I don't want to know if he loves me back.
I want to be with the one I love.

wants to see Simon tomorrow..

What if I fall and hurt myself?
Would you know how to fix me
What if I went and lost myself?
Would you know where to find me
If I forgot who I am,
Would you please remind me oh?
Cause without you things go hazy

I want to make a name for myself.

Snow white said when I was young,
"One day my prince will come."
So I wait for that date.

You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.

got to talk to you but didn't hear your voice..

so it's not bad to ask God for specifics..

I'm too much of a coward to take my own life..

Last goodbye for my only brother.


You stood up for me, not matter what the cost,
And now you're the hero, I feel like I've lost.
I just wish I'd had a chance to do what I needed to,
A chance to give you a hug and tell you I love you.

When people in our lives are no longer around we begin to miss them and appreciate them even for the things that used to get on our nerves.


I Miss
© Salena A. Hayes


I miss you,
I miss the loud music coming
from your room,
I miss the warmth of knowing
You’re just a call away,
I miss the way we fought and
played,
I miss seeing your big bright
smile,
I miss getting kicked out of
your room,
I miss seeing you here and
there,
I miss cooking you breakfast
lunch and dinner,
I miss hearing you come in
at night,
I miss making you wear your
seat belt,
I miss holding your hand to
pray,
I miss your smell,
I miss you with all my might,
I miss the way we would fight,
I miss my brother,
I miss my friend,
I miss you I love you and that's
THE END!

Our cousins visited today. They're so freakin tall!!! It's been a while since we last got together like this. I missed them.. I had so much fun today. Will see them again hopefully this thursday to watch the UAAP game. :)

My brother annoying me. I miss that.


my classmate brought his little sister today at school.
when she called him "kuya", I felt sad..


I can't hold a smile anymore.

"So now, alone or not, you've got a walk ahead. The thing to remember is even if we're all alone, then we're all together in that too."




-PS. I Love You

wonders why she is waiting for something...

sana ako nalang namatay...

I miss you...


grabe ka kuya... sinayang mo buhay mo... ang daming nagmamahal sayo...
ano nang gagawin ko?

Rika's text to me

"O laging tandaan ah


1. Wag pumorma sa first 3 days, di kasi mapapansin yun.. haha kailangan kapag kalagitnaan na. Yung tipong mga tao dyan nagtititigan nalang.
2. Wag mapraning. Di maganda sa kalusugan.
3. Wag na magpalate para di kana maglista ng record ng mga di kaibig-ibig na profs.
4. Wag magsuot ng malalaking bags. Nakakapangit ng porma. Parang Uma lang. Wag tularan and hinayupak na yun.
5. Use your peripheral vision sa bagong iniibig. Masyado ka kasing halata minsan.:)
6. Laging mag-iingat sa mga 'kaibigan'. Mabuti nang nag-iingat. Makiramdam.


-Rika :)"




I love her so much, sinceriously—more than Batman loves the Joker.
SHE IS ONE OF MY BESTEST EVER FRIENDS AND OH LORDY DO I LOVE THEM.

Sometimes, it felt like everything was too good to be true.


But I had hoped that it would all stay that way. I had prayed it would remain the same forever.

Who are you, stranger in my first love's skin?


facebook's pretty boring now.


my class starts at wednesday next week..


what shall I wear?

Stuck at this time, stuck at this place


waaahh! my creative juices isn't working!! >.<
I only have a week before class starts again.. gotta finish my storyboard..

can't believe it's my 3rd yr in college already.

I love my dog SOOOO MUCH!!!!

Watched 'Before Sunrise' and 'Before Sunset'... did they end up together? the ending of before sunset just fades to black.. *sigh*


maybe they were never meant to be star-crossed.

On every street there is a memory,


A time and place where we can never be again


Street lights glow green, red, and yellow too


Do you let signs tell you what to do?

After watching Gossip Girl today something made me wonder..
'If past is past, then what are second chances for?'
and if you say that "the past is in the past" is it about what happened in the past or does that include the person in the past?

"I'm falling in love but it's falling apart"


John O'Callaghan is effin HOT!

Please...




Give me closure.

What happened? I will never ask but always wonder.

“Love is like head wound, it make you dizzy, you think you die, but you recover, usually.”

[we're]
fading
away.

It's been 4 straight days that Lanz is going to her daddy's house..


Before, it was just during Sundays.


It makes me sad..

"Every king was once a crying baby and every great building was once a sketch. It's not about where you are today, but where you will be tomorrow."


It's no big deal to me anymore if I didn't pass UP.


Maybe I'm not meant to be there.


I mean it ain't about how fast I get there, ain't about what's waiting on the other side. it's the climb. totally quoted miley cyrus there haha but yeah. :p




One day I will be famous.

going to the beach on friday!!


DIETING TIME FATTY MCFATTSTER


ohmygosh. saw my brother and his girlfriend making out last night. eeww..


why is it different when I see people making out on tv and disgusting when I see it in real life?


gawd, willing my eyes to just forget the whole thing.

All I have are the memories crashing together in my head. They're all sad. They're all bitter. And they're all that I have.


I didn't pass..


waiting for something to happen that probably won't ever happen...

The best things in life are:


1.Falling in love for the first time
2.Knowing someone loves you back
3.Turning 16
4.Eating ice cream on a hot summer day with your best friend
5.Singing to a song in the car
6.Road trips
7.Snow days
8.Winter and summer vacations
9.Laughing ‘til it hurts
10.Smiling for no reason
11.Standing in a spring rain
12.Ice skating and falling
13.Dancing to music in your room
14.Baking cookies
15.Going on your first date
16.Getting married
17.Walking on the beach
18.Watching a breath taking sunset
19.Playing your favorite sport just for fun
20.Bowling with friends
21.Seeing a long anticipated movie
22.The first day of a school year
23.The last day of a school year
24.Meeting a new friend
25.Running through sprinklers
26.Camping
27.Waking up on a perfect day with the sun in your face
28.First kiss
29.Swinging on swings at a playground
30.Walking your dog on the weekends
31.Eating junk food
32.Learning to drive for the first time
33.Walking through a park
34.Watching your favorite TV show
35.Getting an A on a paper
36.Thinking about the future
37.Singing to your favorite song
38.Getting baptized, and feeling okay for the first time
39.Going to amusement parks
40.Watching fireworks on the 4th of July
41.Helping someone out
42.Celebrating special occasions
43.Walking barefoot through freshly cut grass
44.Playing hide-and-go-seek
45.Slowing realizing your in love, and knowing that one day you’ll be with that person
46.Having a tragedy happen, but watching it get put back together
47.Talking for hours to your best friend
48.Staring at the stars
49.Living for today
50.Realizing how good life is

I told I would be there for you


A promise I intend to keep


But the subject matter here is a little too close to home


And now I can't take back what I gave

I am a boy-obsessed moron.

Optimism that my future would turn out just fine.:)

The devil beside you


To watch you die when you can't find a remedy


So nice to meet you,


Hope I never see your face again

yey! Alex Band is back!♥
check out his new song here->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MDDBNu6Tyz8

Been experiencing a lot of deja vus lately...

"The opposite of love is not hate; it is indifference."


~Anonymous

I am in love with someone that doesn't exists. AND. No. It isn't Edward Cullen. That ship has sailed a looong time ago. Rob Pattinson is gross and can you believe it that there is an insane amount of people that are totally obsessed with him. Anywhoo! I am in love with Uchiha Itachi. I.Know.Right? *GETS STARRY-EYED* Itachi is just so.... *over flowing drool*

I would be.

I want to talk to you God..

Will I die this year?

"Even though I do not know you, and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you."

one day I fell asleep and never woke up..

Bisita Iglesia tomorrow. :)

I THINK I LOST SOMETHING...
BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS...

saw this in facebook.
can you see me in the pic?
it was the day after ondoy.
you can see my grandpa here clearly.

I don't want to lose my muchness.


Bonded with my dad today. It was nice.
I missed being a kid, watching Hey Arnold, As Told By Ginger, Rugrats, Catdog...
Am I the same person as before?


random thoughts..


just remembered my dream of him.
is that what he wanted to say or what he wanted me to say to him?
I must be able to forget.


Don't forget me. I can't hide here.

It would be so nice if something made sense for a change.

Showing a lot of skin in super-tight clothes just says to everyone, 'Please look at me!' If you need to wear those kinds of clothes, you're obviously not confident.


so true. haha. srsly. going to school looking like a bimbo.

almost finish with my 4x6ft painting.. thinking of transferring to another school next semester.

ang liit talaga ng mundo...


usapan namin ni Eric kanina sa ym haha


«·´¨xo· m e ·xo´¨·» (3/1/2010 11:18:17 PM): eric
eric redondo (3/1/2010 11:18:25 PM):
«·´¨xo· m e ·xo´¨·» (3/1/2010 11:18:34 PM): bakit ang liit ng mundo?
«·´¨xo· m e ·xo´¨·» (3/1/2010 11:18:36 PM): haha
eric redondo (3/1/2010 11:19:00 PM): para makita ng mga tao ang Malaking Diyos
«·´¨xo· m e ·xo´¨·» (3/1/2010 11:19:07 PM): aww
«·´¨xo· m e ·xo´¨·» (3/1/2010 11:19:15 PM): ngayon ko lang narinig yan ah
eric redondo (3/1/2010 11:19:24 PM): hahaha
«·´¨xo· m e ·xo´¨·» (3/1/2010 11:19:24 PM): wala lang
eric redondo (3/1/2010 11:19:28 PM): bakit
«·´¨xo· m e ·xo´¨·» (3/1/2010 11:19:32 PM): parang conectado kasi lahat eh
«·´¨xo· m e ·xo´¨·» (3/1/2010 11:19:32 PM): haha
eric redondo (3/1/2010 11:19:35 PM): sinong na meet mung bago?
«·´¨xo· m e ·xo´¨·» (3/1/2010 11:19:40 PM): wala naman
eric redondo (3/1/2010 11:19:41 PM): oo connected lahat
«·´¨xo· m e ·xo´¨·» (3/1/2010 11:19:56 PM): mga luma na kilala ung kababata ko ek ek
«·´¨xo· m e ·xo´¨·» (3/1/2010 11:19:57 PM): haha
eric redondo (3/1/2010 11:20:17 PM): type mo no?
eric redondo (3/1/2010 11:20:20 PM): aminim mo n
«·´¨xo· m e ·xo´¨·» (3/1/2010 11:20:20 PM): gago
«·´¨xo· m e ·xo´¨·» (3/1/2010 11:20:23 PM): babae
eric redondo (3/1/2010 11:20:24 PM): hahaha

scared of climate change... :c
desperately wants a happy ending.

My Figure Drawing Professor SUCKS.


grrr!!! I mean jeez, 8 manila papers and a 4ft x 6ft canvas??


I'll just have to focus on my studies and try to make the best of it.

Starting today, I'm not gonna be selfish anymore.

"It was my reaction, what I wanted to feel and then convinced myself that I felt, because I wanted it that bad. That illusion. It was love because I created it as love."

"I have to leave to look. I had to take, I took. I have to feel alone. I have to change my tone."

He lives in Texas..
My Dorian Gray♥

it's been years.. but still... you can't blame my emotion. you should know it will never fade away.

Sometimes I feel like I can just go to sleep and never wake up. Sometimes, I just want to drop everything and lie down. But I'm afraid that if I do, I'll lose everything I have now. It feels like.. like my life is slipping through my grasp, and I can't do anything about it, so I have to keep my eyes wide open or I'll miss it.

It is strange to think, I haven't seen you since a month. I have seen the new moon, but not you. I have seen sunsets and sunrises, but nothing of your beautiful face. The pieces of my broken heart are so small that they could be passed through the eye of a needle. I miss you like the sun misses the flower; like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter. Instead of beauty to direct its light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me to. I next compete in the city of Paris, I will find it empty and in the winter if you are not there. Hope guides me, that is what gets me through the day and the night. The hope that after you're gone from my sight, it will not be the last time that I look upon you.


~A Knight's Tale

You suck! You can say bad things about me but I won't say bad things about myself!


I'm happy with myself, thank you.

Well, maybe waiting is good too.

love is not for me, i promise.


i don't have a clue either..

I now have short hair.. haha :]

Oh Captain, My Captain.


Carpe Diem.

They were here, they were now, two stranger-friends.. and there were no regrets in this moment.


It was ordinary. It was extraordinary.


Goodluck...






Goodbye.