Why am I insecure?


I know I deserve to be loved. I know I'm a good enough person. And people tell me they love me, they show it. I have no reason to doubt it. Why is that I still go to bed every night thinking that tomorrow could be the day they say "I was kidding about that." or "I changed my mind."


Is this natural?

watched HSM3 yesterday. it was fabulous! you should all go watch it.

what is FREAKING WRONG WITH ME?

Gratitude - If Ever

It's good to hear your voice
It's good to hear your breathing
You're running out of hours
Im running out reasons


Every time i turn around you're gone
But tonight i won't tell anyone


I should call the cops
Or i should call your father
But you're sayin' you don't care
So maybe i won't bother


Everybody notices when you're gone
Everybody wonders what they did wrong
All of us are waiting now, so long


But tonight i won't tell anyone
No, tonight i won't tell anyone
No, tonight i won't tell


Cos this time it's too late
I wont wait up
I wont wonder
It's a waste
I can see now
I am sober
I've been scared straight


Everytime i turn around you're gone
Finally you figured out what went wrong
So whether you can hear or not
So long


No, tonight i won't tell anyone
No, tonight i won't tell anyone
No, tonight i won't tell anyone


No, tonight i won't tell anyone

That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will go away all at the same time.


-Josie Geller (Never Been Kissed)

OH, MY GOD.


Oh, why did I say that?


why oh why Ria?


why can't I learn to keep my mouth shut?


way to be an idiot Ria...




Fuck my life!

The Same Deep Water As You

Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world. Maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it's easy to feel like you're the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you.

Um… Avoiding doing my plates by attempting to do everything but it…

I've been sitting watching life pass from the sidelines
Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind
Would the wind be at my back ? Could I get you off my mind
This time