TIME PASSES. EVEN WHEN IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE. EVEN
when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise, It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does.
Even for me.

So long, Borgie..



“The great pleasure of a dog is that you may make a fool of yourself with him and not only will he not scold you, but he will make a fool of himself too.”

would i get what i want?


would i want what i get?

FANTASY or REALITY.


You Pick.

I want to be in love..

but i'm afraid it won't solve all my problems

Did you know? The truth hurts for a while but a lie hurts forever. That’s what they said about honesty.

College, Schmollege...

Is God a She?

I'm on my way home from school and almost at the footbridge, and there an old lady (decently dressed) stopped me and asked me for help. She claimed that she had no money to get back. This was coupled with an apologetic tone where she said that she was embarrased to be asking for money, but she had no option. I felt sympathy, and gave her some money..

I thought she was God.. hahaha! :-) ).


There was a feeling of having done a good deed for the day.

"you are exactly my brand of heroine.."

The Spill Canvas - This Is For Keeps


The streets are dark, my pulse is flat-lined
as I'm running to you
You sit completely unaware of what I'm about to do
The air is thick with tension much like when we are together
My fangs are aching as I'm pondering about you and I forever


As I round your corner
I am nervous that you won't be my lover
I knock three times and hope that my pale complexion won't blow my cover
You answer the door with your innocent face
Would you like to leave this human race, tonight?


Eternity will never be enough for me
and eternally will live our infallible love


My brain is pumping an unusual secretion of lust
Your eyes are softer now
and your chin, it drips a bloody color of rust
I am raising up the stakes of this round, I am playing for keeps
Oh, would you like to leave this human race, tonight?


Eternity will never be enough for me
and eternally will live our infallible love


Follow me into the sea
We'll drown together and immortalize you and me
Leave behind this lonely town
We're both better than this, it's not worth being down


Eternity will never be enough for me
and eternally will live our infallible love


Follow me into the sea
We'll drown together and immortalize you and me
Leave behind this lonely town (eternally)
We're both better than this, it's not worth being down (eternally)