LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Ria

Birth Date: 30th November 1990
Current Status: Single
Eye Colour: Dark Brown..i guess
Hair Colour: brown
Righty or Lefty: right


LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
My Heritage : Filipino

My Fears : being alone...(though I don't really show it) haha..
My Perfect Pizza : Hawaian with lots of cheese.


LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
My Thoughts First Waking Up : 5 more minutes...
My Bedtime : It varies...about 12:30 onwards..
My Most Missed Memory: nursery school where life was free and easy.


LAYER 4: MY PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: It doesn't really matter
Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: It depends on my mood
Cappuccino or Coffee: I love Mocha..but between those 2 I guess I'll choose coffee


LAYER 5: DO YOU...
Smoke: NO
Curse: all the time
Take a Shower: DUH
Have a Crush: Not now
Think You've Been In Love: Urm...
Go To School: yep

Want To Get Married: Would love to when I find my bright and shinning knight..
Believe In Yourself: not really..

Think You're A Health Freak: Nope


LAYER 6: IN THE PAST.
Drank Alcohol: Yeah..only during special occasions
Gone To The Mall : Obviously
Been On Stage: Yeah
Eaten Sushi: Yeah...
Dyed Your Hair: it's natural.. haha


LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER...
Played A Stripping Game: No.
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Uhm..I don't think so..


LAYER 8: AGE YOU'RE HOPING...
To Be Married: I dunno..whenever I'm ready I guess. 24?


LAYER 9: IN A GUY...
Best Eye Colour: Doesn't matter
Best Hair Colour: Whatever that suits him best..
Short Hair or Long Hair: I prefer short or whatever that looks nice on him...


LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A Minute Ago: Answering the questions above
An Hour Ago: watching One Tree Hill
4.5 Hours Ago: eating

1 Month Ago: sleeping?
1 Year Ago: went to yesteryear with sarah joy and clarisse..

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love : you? haha.. uhh.. watching my tv series and dramas the whole day without people disturbing me
I hate: to do something that I'm force to, people interupting me while I'm watching movie.
I hide: my feelings to myself most of the time
I miss: my friends...
I need: to get a life..

is it me..? or that the people i care about always go away...

Bianca called.. glad to know somebody still remembers me..

*sigh*

i miss her soo much..

i really need a friend right now..

i lost..

my cover when my halloween mask got ripped off my face.

i found..

i felt more comfortable when people knew me for who i really was.

only a few fortunate people will ever see us for who we really are.. cherish them for they are our true friends.

Can you lay your life down so a stranger can live
Can you take what you need, but take less than you give
Could you close every day without the glory and fame
Could you hold you head high when no one knows your name
That's how legends are made - at least that's what they say

We say goodbye - but never let go
We live we die - cuz you can't save every soul
Gotta take every chance to
Show that you're the kinda of man who
Will never look back - never look down
and never let go

Can you lose everything you ever had planned
Can you sit down again and play another hand
Could you risk everything for the chance of being alone
Under pressure find the grace - or would you come undone
That's how legends are made - at least that's what they say

"There are two tragedies in life. One is to lose your heart's desire. The other is to gain it."

Well, tragedies happen. What are you gonna do? Give up? Quit? No. I realize now that when your heart breaks, you gotta fight like hell to make sure you're still alive. Because you are... and that pain you feel, it's life. The confusion and fear, that's there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better... and that something is worth fighting for.

Time goes very slowly when you are suicidal.

Staring out the window at other people having a nice life.

Who would have thought things could be so unbelievably pooey?

Ben Folds Five › Brick

6 am day after christmas
I throw some clothes on in
The dark
The smell of cold
Car seat is freezing
The world is sleeping and
I am numb
Up the stairs to her apartment
She is balled up on the couch
Her mom and dad went down
To charlotte
They're not home to find us
Out
And we drive
Now that I have found someone
I'm feeling more alone
Than I ever have before


Chorus
She's a brick and I'm drowning
Slowly
Off the coast and Im headed
Nowhere
She's a brick and I'm drowning
Slowly


They call her name at 7:30
I pace around the parking lot
Then I walk down to buy her
Flowers
And sell some gifts that I got
Can't you see
It's not me you're dying for
Now she's feeling more alone
Than she ever has before


Chorus


As weeks went by
It showed that she was not fine
They told me son it's time
To tell the truth
And she broke down and I broke
Down
cause I was tired of lying
Driving back to her apartment
For the moment were alone
She's alone
And I'm alone
Now I know it


Chorus